HAPPY + CARELESS

15/05/2011~
今天，从8点考试到11点~
又加上4个小时的睡眠~
考完试后，整个人都觉得很困很困~

今天的我，是否显得特别的安静呢？
也不懂为什么，就是不想说话~
也不想融入朋友的话题~
就是喜欢一个人坐在那边看着朋友赌博，谈天而已~
也许自己需要冷静~但，冷静什么我不知道~

今天，有个朋友突然告诉我~
不要太去在乎人的眼神~
因为人的眼神太多种了，我怎么能去在乎完呢~
也许吧~不过我会尽力让自己不去在乎这一切~
谢谢你这位朋友~经常在我的部落留言~
给予一些安慰的话~

*****************************************************
BABY SING's feeling :
BABY SING,why you will so careless when exam??
PP1 paper make me low confidence~
the mid year exam make me realize that want to achieve my target is the most hardness thing~
all follow STPM format~
15 marks was gone~and me getting moodless and moodless when thinking back about it~
sometime i will think that:what for i STUDY SO HARD??
the reality i cant change anymore~just have to accept it~
as my mum told my last nite,we must face our reality!!because all these thing wont change anymore~
and the last way is to accept it^^

EXAM,make me sad and sad now~
i'm afraid with examinations now~
mid year exam just leave 2 days only~
and PP2 and MARCO  are the next paper that i want to face it^^
just keep on telling myself:STUDY + TRY MY BEST!!
just hope that my result wont drop anymore in these exam!!

whether can achieve my target or not,i need to face it!!
I NEED TO ACCEPT IT~